I woke up today, honestly I feel exhausted Stayed up all night I nearly lost it Check on my phone nobody called it I don't pick up though so I guess it's karmic Gotta roll up out of bed and get it started I won't waste the day again today I promise Too much I'm chasing but I ain't no alcoholic I miss all of the homies I got in Brockton But I don't grab the phone enough to call them awkward Move it move it ain't nothing to it but do it right If you pursue it the movement will be the truest right Well I'm tryna ranch it in a mansion with the bluest skies With the homies while we only living out our coolest lives This shit is shit do or die You either living out a dream or you compromise I don't want that to be me so i strategize But it's hard to play tactician when obstacles block vision I moved cross the country to get what I wanted But it went sideways like an 8 sideways Now i spend my days in cycle I regret Looking for a break or button to reset Now my ideas drip like faucet I'm hoping the end justifies what the cost is I went to bed last night feeling lost and I woke up today, honestly I feel exhausted Stayed up all night I nearly lost it Check on my phone nobody called it I don't pick up though so I guess it's karmic Gotta roll up out of bed and get it started I won't waste the day again today I promise Too much I'm chasing but I ain't no alcoholic I miss all of the homies I got in Brockton But I don't grab the phone enough to call them awkward I even went back to my past imagine that All the things I thought I passed were holding me captive The drivers in the back were making me crash But I gotta do the dash gotta use up all my gas I ain't tryna be the last one up out the city Gotta make sure that the vision turn into the life I'm living I ain't tryna see a ceiling do you feel me The ceiling crashing then it turns into the limits Can't believe it but i know it's right there homie I can see it and it's all so clear homie Then the bad days come in the boy turns shut in The phone start buzzing but no one's calling I spent last week feeling applauded I spent the last month feeling like a fraud and I spent the last year feeling so lost then I woke up today honestly i feel exhausted I woke up today, honestly I feel exhausted Stayed up all night I nearly lost it Check on my phone nobody called it I don't pick up though so I guess it's karmic Gotta roll up out of bed and get it started I won't waste the day again today I promise Too much I'm chasing but I ain't no alcoholic I miss all of the homies I got in Brockton But I don't grab the phone enough to call them awkward