Lately I just been thinking about the past Thinking about my brother Wish it could go back to the way it was When we all had eachother Lately its been me & my gun Protecting my son So when you see me reaching just run Never been the type to sympathize for niggas Ima keep it a hunnit I never realized the pressure till it all started coming But I been loaded up with visions ever since a youngin I told every nigga round me we gone make these hunnits Never told a lie, never gave up on my soul I was toting on them rides, see i'm just tryna make it home Everything about us looks astonishing I know Like how its summertime & we still getting rid of snow We was racing after licks, tryna find out where to go Thinking once we get that brick, we gone find our way to blow None of these niggas ever believed in me Only my brothers did but half of them ain't here with me now Turned me insane as a child Crazy how the impact of a death make you dangerously wild & Change ya mood up shit it made me wanna circle around that block & drop a school bus See i'm just being honest Cause when you in the streets you bound to know that nothings promised So if we spot em then you got em We get a chance to drop em then we drop em nigga Everything ain't what it seems & that's the plot my nigga I could tell you what i've seen but I choose not to nigga I was really in the back in the van, with a stash full of grams Thinking if they find it then its life in that jam And I don't need that shit Still i'm quick to buck a nigga out that seater quick streets left me with paranoia constantly, i'm seeing shit So think twice cause one single move will leave you hit I been dealing with death since like 2008 Smoking every thought away to give my mind a break But i'm still slanging, still hanging from every window out that whip banging like f*ck whatevers at stake If it wasn't for the ones that believed, i'll probably be 3 years in Facing everything I done seen Everything we done accomplished Facing everything without no light up out this darkness Only choice we had was spark it Only thing the opps did was make sure they was targets We was tryna be just the biggest to load the market We had visions like the mob Streets was way too hot so we couldn't do no more jobs So it was hustle right from the start Ain't no denying what it was or what it could've been I hope my niggas doing well, I wish it wasn't them I wish they didn't have to leave so soon But until we meet again, i'm aiming right for the moon Ain't no denying what it was or what it could've been I hope my niggas doing well, I wish it wasn't them I wish they didn't have to leave so soon But until we meet again, i'm aiming right for the moon