What did I say to you That made you so distant You shift all the blame again Like I had a say All of your friends wait for me to mess up again But I hate them all anyway Just leave it alone Oh I've been stupid Think I lied When I told you I'd be fine I messed up ten times Running my mouth now every time That somebody says you're right I messed up ten times Now I look through photographs Of us in the summer Look how it all changed What the f*ck Oh I've been stupid Think I lied When I told you I'd be fine I messed up ten times Running my mouth now every time That somebody says you're right I messed up ten times I would be lying if I said I didn't f*ck up But we both know you've done the same thing before I tried ten times but it just wasn't enough Why were you keeping score I didn't f*ck up I would be lying, I would be lying I would be lying if I said I, said I, said I I would be lying Oh I've been stupid Think I lied When I told you I'd be fine I messed up ten times Running my mouth now every time That somebody says you're right I messed up ten times I would be lying if I said I didn't f*ck up But we both know you've done the same thing before I tried ten times but it just wasn't enough Why were you keeping score I didn't f*ck up I would be lying, I would be lying I would be lying if I said I, said I, said I I would be lying What did I say to you That made you so distant