So I woke up and I didn't know where I was Laying down in someone's yard The only thing I can remember is your face That was a long time ago So I woke up and I didn't know where I was Laying down in someone's yard The only thing I can remember is your face That was a long time ago My head was numb and my eyes were filled with tracers That followed all the light I saw I'm so fucked up and it's honestly kind of sad now Cause I've had a long time to grow So I got up and I dusted myself off I pick myself back up again I'll run the world but I gotta conquer myself first These thoughts that I must now condemn So I'll move on through the hunger and the fire And try not to f*ck up my life The only songs I can write are melancholy So what does that say about me