You say you bring us up But you only want to see a man fall I try to stand tall Time ticking off the clock quicker As my hands stall I'm locked and paralyzed Stability is terrorized Heart jumping off a cliff quicker than a paraglide Sailing maritime Wind speeds very high Sinking into hell, but can't seek help They wanna see me fall See me fail full throttle They wanna see me get weakened to a slow hobble Only negativity I see Through my very eyes It's positivity that I seek But I stay surprised Every day there's ways to find My mental being vaporized Health stay damaged Cause my brain taken advantage of Where's the love I look, there's only hate The hate keep controlling me Steering closer to my fate I await Satan's hands to touch me When I'm late I don't f*ck with nobody else Not even myself I need help Cause I'm not even myself My heart eating itself Every single cell Every single second here bring me closer to hell I want people wishing me well Not fishing for stuff they can say to make me fail But I prevail And succeed every second and day I try my best to never be second, no way The beast inside me Reaching to seek the vibe we Work towards The ultraviolet don't explain why we hurt or Why we in demand I'm a bigger man, but still a child My mood's wild, so fragile I keep my files locked Everyone sees my shadow Interior be staying blocked Fear everyone flocking on me Steer away but comes the talking down Failure, it seems to me that it's not allowed I stand tall, they just wanna see a man fall I can't stall, or else there will be my name called Gotta stay perfect in everyone's eyes Cause if I don't I see myself as a failure of mine, uh