Why's it so hard for people like me I'm trying so hard why can't you see I gave you my all so please set me free I'm trying so hard I want to believe All your days are sunny but at night I see the haze Bought your old book but I'm learning how to praise Tried to write reviews but it's hard for me to phrase Something kinda feels like I'm locker inside your gaze Navigating life walking circles in a maze I don't know if this is right so I'm acting like a slave Tried to give you what you want tell me do the words convey Sorry if I ever doubted but I'm asking to be saved Everything I see when I'm looking in the mirror is a product of the thoughts of my pain All that I believe was never written in a book rather pads filled with ink as it stains I never misquoted if my lyrics made you notice never called my demons out by they name I never read the rules doesn't matter they so cruel why I sever all the ties with this game and Everything in sight is within my rule Every lost battle that's a stepping stool All this alcohol is my swimming pool And all these freestyles are subliminal Understanding how I'm flowing not menstrual But blood sweat and tears are the chemicals Have to formulate these lines to present to you And y'all can keep ya diamonds I want emeralds Why make the claim and say that you love me When I reach for you why do you keep on running In my cloudy days when your skies were sunny What's gonna save is it you or the money Amazing grace How sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost, but now I'm found Was blind, but now I see Amen Amen Amen Amen Amen Amen Amen Amen