Been depressed and I don't know how to relay the message I been obsessin with askin God just a couple questions Been second guessin myself if we givin out confessions Don't learn my lesson after I fucked up a couple blessins Why am I stressin myself Completely outta character Usually go with flow, a cloud is my comparison Only once I asked for help, and that had really fucked me up 'Cause I ain't never got treatment from no fuckin medicine Never needed nobody, that kind of thing beyond me Constant trainin my soul My heart, my mind and body If I can't do this on my own, then how am I man? My mentalities lost, I hope you understand I try findin myself but darkness always callin Still I feel as if I'm close to runnin out of options I try weighin it out with all my fuckin hobies I look around to see who's really here beside me What it do? What it do? What it do? In your heart your fighting the truth, The sorrow in your heart has it got loose I've felt depression it's not something that I like admittin It makes me feel even more weaker what is this condition This is more for me, this song don't need recognition My feelings beat me to submission Maybe I'm no longer as strong as I'm used to I can feel tears building as I write you My family don't know 'cause I was frightful Terrified I just couldn't break the cycle I never told my friends 'cause I don't ever ask for help If I had a problem, usually kept it to myself But I don't wanna break My will's strong but sometimes I feel There's some things that time don't heal You know What it do? What it do? What it do? In your heart your fighting the truth The sorrow in your heart has it got loose Young man I know you're out there In search of better things Don't stop I know you're right there Go search for what life brings 'Cause only time will tell, and I know you'll use it well I'm watching over you You stay on my mind My favorite pastime I look over your soul So I know you'll be fine You read between lines You've got a vision Don't believe When tell you different Maybe once misguided I'll keep you enlightened I've got you, don't fight it Pain behind the smiling Keep movin in silence There is nothin like it What it do? What it do? What it do? In your heart your fighting the truth, The sorrow in your heart has it got loose