I love you so much I would ask ur permission to die While on my deathbed I would fight until you told me it was okay to close my eyes I won't sleep until you sleep I won't eat until you eat Breathe unless you're breathing with me Breathe unless you're breathing with me And you have no idea how that feels Someone broke you as a kid and that’s what you think is real And I can't tell you different It’s up for you to feel No, I can't change no person Just love you until you heal And this hurts for me I bet it’s worse for you I bet it’s worse for you I bet it’s worse for you I blame myself for you Myself for you It’s not your fault that you're like this I blame myself for you Myself for you Someone taught you wrong as a kid No No I don't care for redundancy But I crave your touch How much longer can we keep this up? And if sex means love then we're into deep If sex means love then we're fucking soulmates How could I come to terms with letting you in? Like a snake shedding its skin You say you've never seen this side of me I'm so blind as stars I will not see I will not see, no I will not see no And you don't know what I'm capable of But now you think you do Don't you think boundaries are beneficial Why don't you think I'm a bad idea for you Why don't I just fucking see? And I blame myself for you Myself for you It’s not your fault that you're like this I blame myself for you Myself for you Someone taught you wrong as a kid No no And you were so young And you were so young Just trying to learn how to love I blame myself for you Myself for you It’s not your fault that you're like this I blame myself for you Myself for you Someone taught you wrong as a kid No No And I blame myself I blame myself for falling for you You were so young trying to learn how to love