I scared you too much I said things like love and trust, you didn't like that Did yah I ran out of my out of my body and astral planed You thought I was insane Thought you could make me change You were dead ass so wrong I collapse my lungs Smoking cigs late night until I see the fucking sun I'm in the bath tub I'm in the bath tub In the bath tub blood full of dope and pills I'm open with my feels You're closed off I'm at the strip club throwing bills Thinking she ain't want me anyway But I know I know this is heartbreak So I say a prayer "God do as you will" I hope he, I hope he I hope he kills me I hope he kills me I hope he kills me I'm holding on My heart is strong I don't belong Why do I feel so wrong This is all your fault I put the water on hot Razor blade and my thoughts I lift my wrist and then hault I don't think I wanna do this Then I think man screw this If I wanna die I'll prove it But I'm stuck I'm stuck in the fucking bath tub In the bath tub blood full of dope and pills I'm open with my feels You're closed off At the strip club throwing bills Thinking she ain't want me anyway But I know I know this is heartbreak So I'll say a prayer "God do as you will" I hope he, I hope he I hope he kills me I hope he kills me I hope he kills me I hope he kills me