It's over for me Pull me from the ground and put me with the weeds If I remain I will poison the seeds I can't fill the hole in my soul So I guess I will wilt I poured my heart out Now it can no longer be filled Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? I had to leave to save myself Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? I let you down So I will wilt A poison so deeply rooted within the cells in my skin So well hidden and buried within That we've begun a symbiotic relationship Its long forgotten, and shows its head in the worst of times But I'm a master of repression and control the emotions inside Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? It rises from within, out of my control Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? It brings endless self-doubt - and I cant break its hold How can I live in this state of slow but sure decay? Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? I know I have the room to grow Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? I failed you, I'm sure you know Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? I had to leave to save myself Who can I trust if not myself? Who can I fear if I am my own hell? I let you down So I will wilt I let you all down I'm just not calm in my own skin When will I settle in?