You said it had to be something worth living for And I believed in you You're wrapped up in insecurities I'm drinking my way out of hell Just as I've believed in west coast pipe dreams Or a travelers mistake to run into what makes them ache at night I am sorry We could grind our teeth over the past But bitter tongues never used to speak their way into your light I write like I've got anxiety swallowing my ambitions So forget what they've told you We've got to run far Far away from all that haunts us A thief, a ghost, gastly in it's intentions For the namesake of your tombstone will be the final words you never speak Interpret the language as you see fit God won't let me speak And I question who played the real father role for this family These disjointed rearrangements of what a tangible love should tell you How dangerous it is to share your gift And have it returned unopened If you're not the shadow complex You're afraid of daybreak And a reminder of your choices Is this what you wanted to become Is this the face of your soul Indistinguishable from the smoke The hailfire The grenades You put all the effort into your defense They still gave you nothing Please Why won't anyone carry you out of prison Why is life not made of fictional heroes That do the right thing That don't leave others behind Children, our children, the future We're so productive We're so reductive I can't care because it's not the right time They'll die before you can say I love you You have to speak now Raise your glasses up high As I present to you Mr. And Mrs Acceptance For all the wrongdoings For the betrayal For forgiveness I need to know that life has more To offer than the pain of return You told me there was something after I'm still here For me to have been accepted by everyone I would have had to have been no one I thought the more people knew my name The more I'd be remembered The more, my memorial would be mutually messaged as He was a mountain full of miracles We fear the loneliest roads just as much as the tallest peaks Yet we know everything will reach home