I'm not the man I need to be I guess the devil gets the best of me Looking in the mirror it's plain to see I'm not the man I need to be I lose faith when times get rough I don't go to church or pray enough I think I'm strong and I act tough But I lose faith when times get rough If I could have a little talk with Jesus it'd be alright But I can't seem to find him tonight I'm just praying that He don't give up on me Cause I'm not the man I need to be I'm not the man I need to be I wanna go to heaven but I act like hell Been known to lie like a penny in a wishing well Yeah I love the Lord but it's hard to tell I wanna go to heaven but I act like hell If I could have a little talk with Jesus it'd be alright But I can't seem to find him tonight I'm just praying that He don't give up on me Cause I'm not the man I need to be I'm not the man I need to be If I could have a little talk with Jesus it'd be alright But I can't seem to find him tonight I'm just praying that He don't give up on me Cause I'm not the man I need to be I'm not the man I need to be