Lonely, lonely, high school broke me Carry 'round a backpack full of pain instead of books Been ten years, still affects the way I look Been dead years, hiding in my little nook Graduated, went to college, felt the same shit Couple of years passed, made me say 'f*ck this' If it weren't for my parents I'd be in the ground Family's everything, never lose 'em in the crowd Back then I sought solace in a drink Tryna pull a girl, ended up with a shrink When you saw me walk in the street in the rain You'd think I was a ghost, but I was just pale Switched hemispheres, got that vitamin D Thought it would of helped, but I still felt bleak 2020 was the year that I was full of darkness 2020 was the year that I couldn't cope with A struggle to adjust, a struggle was a must A struggle to adapt to a region full of dust A bottle full of 'skey, be living in the night A knuckle to the head, thinking I'm a die But then I realized, things are not that bad Got a new sweet girl looking fine as hell Got a family that loves me, sun is shining on me All I got to do is love myself and be the real me I'm doing good now, making waves and vibing Hope I make it big, I'm a conquer like a Viking Axe ready, heart rate steady Took a full swing, blood spraying like confetti I know I got some problems and I'm trying to sort 'em out I know I got some demons and I'm trying to make 'em doubt I know I got some habits and I'm trying find an out At least I'm on a path of healing I'm a make you proud