Every day I get lost into the dark I'm not the person that I was before Everything change when you're not around Can you hear me out? I'm falling down I can't getting up Over and over again Cause you're my only light And it's getting faded Cause you're my only light And it's getting faded And now you are gone I feel like I am drowned Into the ocean Where everything's unknown Yeah But you are gone and that's because I hurt you So many times I crossed the line and So many times I feel my heart is numb Still it's so heavy, I just Need to get up and face it all I won't get immersed, like I've been cursed I feel like I'm almost quit But I need to knock it harder I won't get immersed, like I've been cursed Stoned in silence, I can't feel myself and lose my grip I'm hoping that I can see Cancer that eats my soul and spirit My past is haunting me, every night Some might come and go You will never know Just let it go Have faith To get through it all Nobody knows How hard I try to Get up from misery Everyday Still it's so heavy, I just Need to get up and face it all I won't get immersed, like I've been cursed I feel like I'm almost quit But I need to knock it harder I won't get immersed, like I've been cursed Still it's so heavy, I just Need to get up and face it all I won't get immersed, like I've been cursed