Gateways openin up and then I enter it Sent into these warp speed cycles and aint no end to it Lotta paths opening deciding if I'm meant for it Try to strike with precision but decisions end up tentative Gotta get my life together, weather the storm Instead distorted visions overtake me outta my form I'm torn, thoughts racin sweating got me hot pacin Round my room, round my city need a vacation I got no patience, always anxious Always need escapes Get me out this place Make these tapes As my saving grace Shit just leaves a trace Of my thoughts and emotions I needa go find the quotient I need to find my solution My god this shit gets confusin On god Isolated thoughts Moving not sleeping Twist the plot Mixed emotions what I jot down I done seen a lot Shit I never thought Went against what I was taught Things I never saught after Now I flip another chapter Thankfully skipped all disasters And this time only moves faster Accelerate up the ladder That I'm climbing, I'm vibing These thoughts residing exciting To think the options I'm finding Feel like the stars are aligning Dug in the rough found the diamond Couple years, shit's a blur Shrugged my fears off and matured Lenses peered to where we were Where we'd be we wasn't sure Now we facing reality Even met a few casualties Windy storms never rattled me Down this river I'm paddling Happily seeing shit change Mixed and rearranged Though for now it may seem strange I know It's gon be OK Keep my pace Can't cut to the chase Gotta keep my space Want my racks up in a safe Thousand dollars on my plate We was in the tacoma I couldn't stand the aroma Loose cans of soda, corona That's where I built my persona Miles traveled broad day We was at the causeway We was tryna ball today My boy had to hit a play It's insane When I reminisce All these things I'll miss Imagining scenes of bliss These happenings let em sit In my mind, what I find Gotta chill when shit takes turns Live and learn Getting what I earn Before it crash and burns