(I was truly on my own) (I was truly on my own) (I was truly on my own) I don't give a f*ck if you love me And f*ck if you did And I got a problem with running But that's how I live (Yeahhh) So, I was taking off I was really on my own I was really on my own Time gon' tell, it do me wrong But, all my thoughts are golden This shit got me floatin' Open up my swollen eyes I'm tryna hit my wave Had to let you know Time goes faster every day Remember this feeling from 20 years old December was chilly, it really was cold This feeling will kill me, turn sugar to salt That's the epitome of being us all I present as timid, I'm really unsolved I think that patience will ruin us all If I could confide in somebody just how I feel How I truly feel This shit is crippilin' I'm not moving still I swear that I'm sick of it Never truly healed And I'll be here tomorrow I'm never here today If I had my way I'd set the whole thing on fire Might f*ck around and crash the whip Make "Through the Wire" I go outside and take some hits Now I'm inspired Send me a sign I guess I have to make mine Make mine Fine, am I really on my own Am I really on my own Times like this I'm on my own Float my wrist, it's all I own Ain't it crazy how it goes I was blowin' through those O's Every time I'm feeling low It's weird, I swear it isn't real I shouldn't have to remind myself Why a nigga ill I promised, won't give up on myself I told you "what the f*ck's gon' help me?" (Uh) I'm tryna sort through the images Tryna find where to start to begin again And I'm going crazy and you know I ain't even finished yet They streaming my songs on the internet I'm tryna get ready, I'm imminent That's on momma I put that on everything Out in Cali, take pictures like Getty did See, you probably been smokin' on all that mid I remember when that was just all I'd get But, now I be smokin' that good shit I got the shit that I should get And sometimes I feel lonely When I feel these burdens on me Slipping by, I feel corroded I get shy when I feel wanted Every time the sun is gone I feel alone again I was really on my own I was really on my own I get lit, you don't even know Now it's coast to coast we go I don't post no more, that's over This is life, ain't supposed to be sober I be burning up my dro Like I'll be burning all my folders When I get up out of college I'll be like "F*ck y'all, I'm colder" I go harder now, I'm older Tryna float myself with boulders I'm on Mars with the rover Watching stars, planting clovers I got powers, Ima show ya I got flower like Magnolia Nigga, I told ya Nigga, I told ya