See me Lying in the Bed, I see me Lying with the Dead I guess the pain in my head, had me harder than I said They say I'm Dead coz of my Brain I don't see em, Don't feel no pain I'm Going Fast, No shame Don't feel nothing coz, I'm Dead I see my Mama Crying, see my Dad Quiet I see the people coming in and everyone is crying I know that it is time, they gotta burn their child But I don't know nothing coz I'm no more their child Now waiting for the matches, gonna become ashes Noone's Gonna remember Gair won't remember that shit I don't know where I'm going, but I don't wanna leave you And I know this is the last time I'll ever see you Miss the way rain hit me on the fucking face Miss the way pain hit me on, every day Miss the Love, yo, I miss the hate Goddamn miss the way I wanted to be her Fucking Fate See my mama crying thinking bout the way I was See my Dad Quiet, that's how he always was See my sis looking at the bed I used to lay on Won't see me smile now coz I'm Forever Gone I wish I told my Dad how much I used to love him Wish I told him I never wanna Lie or Hurt him Wish I told my mom I loved her so much Wish I made her smile every single time I hurt her I'm not a good child, I'm not a good brother I had the rage, had the pain Why should they suffer? Wish I told everyone, how much I used to hate me Every time I hurt people who were trynna make me Can never go back, can never go back! Time'll pass, we don't last, with a speed I can never show that never show that Your mom's gonna die and you can never ever go back, yo! You'll never see her smile Again Or say, crying Again You'll never find Again, you'll go with time Again She won't even be your mom She won't even stop you or look at you When you'll be Crying Again