Everything I need it wasn't anything I wanted Got my niggas underground if they ain't chilling getting blunted Saw the life I want to leave inside a TV channel hunnid You ain't keep it that with me now all my days have reached a summit Watch me plummet with the autumn breeze Alcohol cigar and trees pussy power triggers squeeze Sacrificial nominee blood is all across the leaves Begging screaming yelling please wash this all away I am your son I hear you calling me Why do I deserve this life why do I deserve your love Thought this sin would make me whole I guess I'm thinking off the drugs Disappointing all my plugs disappointing all my friend Thought this sin would make me whole search for means for all my ends Words in scripture meant to bend thinking for my myself That's what I was 'posed to do I'm searching daily for the wealth Target on my head even when I move in stealth Everything just wants me dead I guess I'm better prepped for hell For whom the bell you know the saying everyday that's why I'm saying They ain't dead God they just playing and I'm sick of hesitating Only time I took a knee is when I pour one down to satan I can't tell you why we do it this tradition is a say-ins Damn I might've meant a seance God I knew that man since crayons I don't know what Imma do if I ever lose my day ones And I'm sick of all this reading where the f*ck they get this play from Wanna leave this life behind they ain't wit it I guess I'll pray for em Cus I'm standing on my feet Look up past the trees Can you make me whole I'm so incomplete Cus I'm standing on my feet Scream up past the trees Can you make me whole God I'm ready to believe Cus I'm standing on my feet Look up past the trees Can you make me whole I'm so incomplete Cus I'm standing on my feet Scream up past the trees Can you make me whole God I'm ready to believe