Damn life is hard Strive to fail been trying from the start but Can't give up now look at how far ya Made it passed obstacles and now you're stuck I relate I know that it's the same But yet it seems like no one understands me No ones even caring But wait he says he does Goes against how it was and always been Everyone's always against It's the way that it's been since Like 6th Do I trust him or my sense I'm happy but everyday I mess up Thinkin all the time does he see me any less of Broken from the past can he put me back together Trust is gone from then but then I hear him tell his friends I want her to be happy and comfortable I opened my heart wide and now I'm vulnerable Does she not want me or maybe it's true love I don't care bout her flaws we all have problems Damn this relationship seems a little too perfect Expecting heartbreak in a couple months like is it worth it I always have to mess up even though I say I'm working He says I make him happy but I feel like I ain't deserving So I contemplate leaving I'm tryna make him see it There's better ones out there breathing Who ain't feeling what I'm feeling Pretty normal she's appealing Basic life but she is living Pretty smile, better figure I figure he must be feenin On girlyness and their squealing The opposite I ain't pleasing I wanna say that I'm leaving This earth I'm tired of being the one that's on the ground Being the one that's thrown around Drowning from the past and it's breaking me down He don't know what he does for me Thinking I do stuff but all I do is for him Really smiling I ain't even gotta force it Loving him I think I'm finally done searching For them to say that I want her to be happy and comfortable I opened my heart wide and now I'm vulnerable Does she not want me or maybe it's true love I don't care bout her flaws we all have problems Damn am I not enough Am I losing Doing my best But none of this is proving To me That she's really into me and wants to stay with me You say you love me every day but I ain't ever seeing it I think I do a lot but no one wants to acknowledge it Her, myself, and our relationship I put my all into it Sacrificing fun and time to make sure that we're making it You're never faking it We're working on our file Cause I'm always in denial Like am I not her style Does she want someone wearing some black Edgy and all that Or does she want a real man Confidence and meal plans All of it inside a woman she could be winning Without me Sorry that I always think you're lying I don't mean to degrade Every day I hear a thing Someone did or someone said Intimated by you and your looks babe New one anytime babe Leave me in the dust ain't that right babe But I say Don't you run away Don't forget me I want you to stay And make memories forever and always And never let me go Never let us fall Never let us fail And give your all And let us both talk like I want us to be happy and comfortable We opened our hearts wide and now we're vulnerable Do you not want me or maybe it's true love We don't care bout our flaws we all have problems Damn I wish that you could see what I mean Locked in Heaven I don't even want a key Hey baby why you think you wanna leave No way you should feel guilty Rest my conscience on the floor Took the pain I ain't feel it no more I say don't you walk out that door My hearts fine ain't no need to be sore