Yo I promise that imma come outta the blue Im just a young king given nothing but tools And this world is filled with nothing but fools Who let others decide they’re place in this world And girl I don’t care if you sing I f*ck with me, me, and me I don’t care who you bring I don’t care if you decide you don’t care about me All I care is that one day you’ll care to see So f*ck everyone I’m tryna figure it out It’s the days like this I just sit on my couch Like I just wanna be heard And I just wanna heal cause I been hurt And I’m tired of this feeling when your fed words But you don’t know the meaning of the letter So I close the envelope Don’t wanna let you go You say This is best for both of us I have to agree not to patronize you I hate the way I do Things I regret later it breaks my heart in two And I’d hate to make you wait But my dream it starts today, and today I gotta move Like what do I do when I know what i want? And what would I do when I know that your gone? Could I move? But what would I do if I couldn’t move on? When I fall I fall deep, Its not my foot in the pond When I dive I dive deep like missy or Simone I’m mad I listened to the message you left on my tone You tell me your gone You tell me move on I don’t know if I can It’s months and counting since you showed me that you love me but you say you do Actions speak louder than words is what id fucking say to you If you could take a minute out your day but you can’t So I’ll just let it all out like inflatable Lately though The person I knew has vanished The person I see is damaged Internalizing his panic Personalizing it into a cinematic Only he could see Words just can’t express how much you mean to me I just wish I was treated equally You told me you lost yourself but I ain’t losing you No matter what I do to you You’ll love me I bought every lie to the point where I lost myself Well I feel like I lost you to, is it mutual? We’ve been drifting for months so it has to be Is it something I did? I would happily make it better But you too hard headed Too focused on rapping and pouring a glass to drink When it’s late and you stressed cause of this We haven’t actually had a conversation For these months that I’ve stayed up And cause if this I think we should break up It’s just too late love We just weren’t made for each other