I seen it comin A lot of this dont result to runnin A little worried I heard rumblins within my stomach What is this feelin? Wh do I feel like I'm 'bout to vomit Everything is crashin 'round me like a fuckin comet And y'all be askin, what we have in common? Nothin if we honest Y'all niggas imposters I don't find y'all amusing to fuckin slightest There's darkness all around me, please hold up your lighters I'd stay awhile but I don't even know you I got paranoia Please take me back to the warmness The feeling, I need Southern California I never been there but I know I know it 'Casue I can feel the moment And I can feel the fire Inside me burnin slowly I can't let it fade away I hold it to me closely I'll follow after shortly Probably, mostly I'm just Trynna avoid turnin ghostly Do anything to avoid casualties Don't wear my heart on my sleeve On my skin I could bleed 'Cause the pain runs deep But you will not see I'm askin God in my sleep What are you offering me? Can I be like 23? Or am I 24? Imitation in this life, this shit is stressful you know Not everybody can be Jordan, we don't all go pro So I'ma give you all I got before I adios Palm trees, warm breeze, keep it all behind me Calm seas, nose bleeds, you will never find me I just wanna go somewhere where I don't have no worries You can see me in my kingdom, livin out my glory On the grass, star gazin on my territory Relax and take my time I'm never in a hurry I miss when granny used to tell me all her stories I don't have no dreams left in my inventory 'Cause I dont really sleep no more Lately been pullin all nighters 'cause my peeps don't close My anxiety's been flarin, I can feel my woes Battlin depression, but who's been keepin score? And I heard Miami poppin, but we all know it's not like Cali From Beverly Hills to chillin in the valley A legacy holds forever and it's so astounding But if I die early, I hope you tell em all about me I found out I was about to be a father Then in a blink, they were taken away from me God please tell my unborn child about me Before it's all over gotta tour that coast and When I'm all done, then I can ghost I Gotta stay strong can't forget my goals man I been feelin down I must my relax my soul Woah