A walking contradiction, I'm not perfect If you were my religion, I'm not worthy I'm seeking your approval, I'll beg for mercy How could I be king, I feel like God cursed me When it all came crashing down, I thought I lost it all Little did I know it was just the start The start of losing track, I can't keep up Memories are fading into dust Never thought I'd be so numb These scars ain't going away no matter how hard I try I'm slipping from reality Would you like a piece of my mind I'm trying to come back down, I think I went too far But nobody knows what you don't show You don't get to see what's inside A walking contradiction, I'm not perfect If you were my religion, I'm not worthy I'm seeking your approval, I'll beg for mercy How could I be king, I feel like God cursed me A walking contradiction, I'm not perfect If you were my religion, I'm not worthy I'm seeking your approval, I'll beg for mercy How could I be king, I feel like God cursed me I feel like I've lost all control Can't blame it on my sanity no more I miss when things were easier Should I die or wait my turn I swear this lessons never learned Should I build a bridge or watch it burn Don't wanna pray to God, I just wanna call someone Drowning in the mud when I just wanna have some fun Physically it's draining but on the surface I stay tough Am I mentally connected to material or love In the middle of the night my mind is playing tricks on me Living in a nightmare, what's the point of tryna sleep I swear my life is running out of time all because I'm A walking contradiction, I'm not perfect If you were my religion, I'm not worthy I'm seeking your approval, I'll beg for mercy How could I be king, I feel like God cursed me A walking contradiction, I'm not perfect If you were my religion, I'm not worthy I'm seeking your approval, I'll beg for mercy How could I be king, I feel like God cursed me A walking contradiction, I'm not perfect If you were my religion, I'm not worthy I'm seeking your approval, I'll beg for mercy How could I be king, I feel like God cursed me A walking contradiction, I'm not perfect If you were my religion, I'm not worthy I'm seeking your approval, I'll beg for mercy How could I be king, I feel like God cursed me