Pick up a pen, take a note to myself I've been drinking way too much it's not good for my health Feeling like Bey Yeah I'm feeling myself Everybody thinking I got it so well Pick up a pen, take a note to myself I've been drinking way too much it's not good for my health Feeling like Bey Yeah I'm feeling myself Everybody thinking I got it so well Everybody watching Everybody moving And now everybody stopping just to see what I'm doing And I've been trying to live this life on the road I know the world is so so it's so cold They be thinking I got it made They don't know of my pain They keep giving me lemons I gave them lemonade And I've been trying to the best that I can do While I be feeling so used it's not really cool And I be feeling all of this pain And my heart in it is strained Nobody giving a damn so I drink away the pain It's making me feel gassed like I can do anything The molly in my body I'm moving you not entertained Everybody watching Everybody moving And now everybody stopping just to see what I'm doing And I've been trying to live this life on the road I know the world is so so it's so cold I feel so empty Drained from my energy The hustle is a part of me But it's starting to get to me I can't stop now, I'm feeding off the will in me God can you see me? Are you proud of your son? Are you there beyond the sun? Can you help this man? I need strength to be number one Pick up a pen take a note to myself There's people out there that are bad for ya fucking health Keep my circle small, baby bell If we head toe to toe yo the strap is over here Now everybody watching Everybody moving And now everybody stopping just to see what I'm doing Your lip weighs a ton when you sipping on that loyal tea There is a discrepancy, a disturbance in your energy Can't even fathom Can't really handle Can't dismantle Are you a ghost or a phantom? I ain't here for you lames I'm not here for the fame Y'all better stay in your lane Tuck in your chain the streets are not playing You thinking it's a game but don't understand the reality They rob you for some sneakers That's the actuality You flashing your wealth as a signature of a fallacy Ramifications are real Practice caution, consciously They tryna see what I've been doing while I'm moving up But this Henny got me blurring And I'm turning up I want to better myself but all I wonder Ey Yo what's in that cup Pick up a pen, take a note to myself I've been drinking way too much it's not good for my health Feeling like Bey Yeah I'm feeling myself Everybody thinking I got it so well Pick up a pen, take a note to myself I've been drinking way too much it's not good for my health Feeling like Bey Yeah I'm feeling myself Everybody thinking I got it so well Pick up a pen, take a note to myself I've been drinking way too much it's not good for my health I'm Feeling like Bey yeah I'm feeling myself Everybody thinking I got it so well Everybody watching Everybody moving Now everybody stopping Just to see what I'm doing