I'm just so ashamed For being in the game Talking about realness but never went through the pain I never stood in the rain I'm borderline insane Talking all money, but I'm craving for the fame Now I spend my damn days Questioning my life ways Thinking it was a phase, to amaze But now I'm down the road and I see this cloudy haze I'm closing these chapters now Hip Hop wasn't mine for the take Yeah my life full of stipulants My mindset is different I need me some stimulants I need to make a difference I'm here with the dividends Praise to the heaven sent All praise to God Grant me the heart for forgiving sin While we live in sin Eating lobster with venison Remember when Remember when we was on the roadside We were killing fuckers on the courtside Who the f*ck is you never been roadside Look at me I'm going in yeah it's a suicide Cause I'm on the top floor and I'm chilling All my soldiers on the road they dealing I'm just talking millions and I'm going and I'm killing And my flow so so so sick I got a vision Vision for your death like I'll go in crush a windpipe Yeah I'm going to kill the beat right Let me set the beat nice Let me let it free ayy Vision for your death like I'll go in crush a windpipe Yeah I'm going to kill the beat right Let me set the beat nice Let me let it free ayy It's the realer The Mac-10 killer The sex appealer Steering these hoes like an 18-wheeler I got a sick flow so go ahead and vomit Dick so deep like you went through a colonic Rhyme super sonic Smoke the loudest hydroponics Lost track of time but I got it I lock it, I lock this Used to rock the adibas Couldn't afford to buy adidas Now I'm dripping by the liter Chains, rings, diamonds a lambo two-seater Remember when I couldn't meet her Raw sushi, now I eat her The feeder the pleaser, tongue flicking, twitching like she got a seizure Twitching like she got a seizure All the women love me All the women love me All the women love me All the women love me because I keep it