Sometimes I cry over you and blame it on something else I want to go and step outside and scream out your name I don't know what I'm going to do without you here Oh no Over and over and over and over again I tell myself I won't run back to you Yeah I know I say I am okay But I'm really not Mental illness in my head baby you is a bop Dam You really played with me Said you wasn't gonna leave me till the death of me Dam I can't even f*ck with you Cause my anxiety is eating me alive I can't even message you Remember when you told me that you were gone love me For the las time You don't understand how much it hurts To see you with someone new To see that you have moved on Yeah Yeah i know I'm not the only one that cuts himself Prays to god he's someone else Schizophrenia in my head got me going crazy Baby won't you tell me that you love me for the last time Tell me that you hate me Tell me that I'm easy to replace me goddam Tell me that you love me thru the ups and downs Tell me you gone love me thru the ups and downs You don't understand how much it hurts To see you with someone new To see that you have moved on Sometimes I cry over you and blame it on something else I want to go and step outside and scream out your name I don't know what I'm going to do without you