How could I speak With my mouth washed out Tongue on the ground I feel kind of weak And I'm tired of My own inactivity Speaking on the nose When I look at you And you look at me Where do you go When you're not there When you're not here Do you know If I have the capacity For honesty Cause honestly I don't know Why you would ever choose to see Me Again A little more than a block away Could never stop my feet from walking The end of the rainbow is worth it But- (hah) How could I ever deserve it And maybe Just maybe I could start to turn my heart around And maybe Just maybe I won't be a fucking disappointment to you And myself And maybe Just maybe I could start to turn my life around And maybe Just maybe I could be a better person I wish that I could be made perfect Cause right now I know I'm not worth it