H is for the way you hurt my soul A your everlasting apathy T is terribly intoxicating E is for when I ignore your excrement filled words Cause I hate Everything That you say Everything that you do Only seems to push me away Yes I feel All this hate I'd rather feel all my bones Start to bend and break Here's a refresher lesson For those who haven't heard of me Every time I grab the mic It's like a murder scene Without the fucking recognition Or a fancy stretched out limousine I get pissed off That's a habit Till I'm buried Deep in maggots Slipping deeper into madness Body move like automatic Take my heart out Go 'head grab it Take my tribute Call me katniss Baby, you can't tear my heart out If I never fucking had it Where do you stand when the rain blows When demons are all coming in from every angle A fool would think that life is all sunshine and rainbows Your better off singing your woes to your angels Where do you stand when the rain blows When demons are all coming in from every angle A fool would think that life is all sunshine and rainbows Your better off singing your woes to your angels H is for the way you hurt my soul A your everlasting apathy T is terribly intoxicating E is for when I ignore your excrement filled words I bet you really hate me Cause that's all you ever say You really think I'm crazy I like it better off that way You talking I know You hoping I'd fall on the floor I wanted attention You wanted to check on your mansion You needed your space and I need to clear out my head I wanted your love I needed you right in my bed Falling and falling in love Realizing that I hated your guts Compromising being all in your guts With a vision that I painted in love Physically, mentally, emotionally bruised But I know I brought it out of you Never could say that I doubted you Never could say that I outed you News flash in my mind like is CNN I loved you the best I do not pretend I could write you a poem Of all of the niggas I'm better than I'm getting older I got less friends Niggas falling over cause they messed with him Hating myself but I feel love But loving yourself is the real drug Where do you stand when the rain blows When demons are all coming in from every angle A fool would think that life is all sunshine and rainbows Your better off singing your woes to your angels Where do you stand when the rain blows When demons are all coming in from every angle A fool would think that life is all sunshine and rainbows Your better off singing your woes to your angels