Eyes red I been Up all night counting blue strips Blue steel 30 full of blue tips Amazon on my hip I got that fire stick Put the grams on the scale I got fish and grits Im a haberdasher how I got them zips Schooling feds bankroll hold a scholarship I been growing on some mental Shit Seeing life for what it really is It's a evil world we living in Time to focus on my dividends Trying to always think positive Cause I'm a god all my thoughts become reality Overthinking always lead to tweaking Honestly I ain't been feeling stable mentally Cup full of insecurities I been drinking Missing who I was working on who I want to be I need reassurance Just tell me I'm gone make it out the worst when I'm going thru it Feel like a diamond in the dirt cause I really know my worth I'm just all alone Life's got me feeling blue All I got is blues Rubber-bands full of blues Got a bag full of blues Whole trap full of blues All I got is blues Whole heart full of blues Got a handful of blues Whole gang with the blues All I know is blues All I got is blues Sipping drink as dark my thoughts it's swirling like my emotions Harry Potter with the 30 burning herbs mixing potions Substituting substances for emotions is my method of coping I lost concern for my health while I was chasing wealth All my love is spent and not a dime was on damn self Scared to ask for peace cus in this life that might only mean death I fell in love with the streets but it seem like she don't love me back Overthinking always lead to tweaking Honestly I ain't been feeling stable mentally Cup full of pain and memories I'm done drinking Letting go of what was cause I'm headed where I want to be I need reassurance Just tell me I'm gone make it out the worst when I'm going thru it Feel like a diamond in the dirt cause I really know my worth I'm just all alone Life's got me feeling blue All I got it blues Rubber-bands full of blues Got a bag full of blues Whole trap full of blues All I got is blues Whole heart full of blues Got a handful of blues Whole gang with the blues All I know is blues All I got is blues