I don't wait for your calls no more I don't pray to the sky no more I accept that you're gone like so I believed all your lies I was your clown I was your circus show F*ck all my ops I did it myself They wish I was on the low Look I feel like I'm 17 again I feel like I'm losing many friends The people around me just distance themselves They don't wanna be who I am They said that I'm crazy For loving a bitch They said that I'm lazy For not wanting To be with them Lately I've been feeling them Lately I've been feeling lonely Lately I've been feeling Stressed I can't make you love me I don't wait for your calls no more I don't pray to the sky no more I accept that you're gone like so Believed all your lies I was your clown I was your circus show And I feel like I'm 17 again I feel like I'm losing many friends The people around me just distance themselves They don't wanna be who I am They said that I'm crazy They said that I'm wild But would that make you love me