I don't know my dad so I'm glad I had my step-dad To help me through the bad shit he really was the best He respected who respected I guess I reflect that He never rejected or neglected I express that He motivated me and he inspired me To be the best I can and to push myself entirely Now I'm on my route and I wish he was alive to see What I've achieved and what I have tried to be Suicide to see if I could join your side I miss you more than I'd miss my life The day that you died I think I did too January the third two thousand nine half two Your death hit me harder than any enemy And since you've been gone I've been scarred mentally You weren't just my step-dad you were just a friend to me So Paul Trevor Grundy I write this in your memory