All of the things that they told me All of the meds that they sold me End of the day I'm still lonely End of the day kinda horny My bitch a lie she don't want me Feeling alive, but I'm grumpy I don't know why I disgust me I'd rather we not discuss me I got manic phases Says she wants to taste shit In my fucking room I think this shit is contagious My mind keeps racing and I keep on pacing I don't know what I'm doing I think he done fucking laced it All of these things you fucking told me All of this stuff you fucking sold me I can't believe I'm fucking lonely Manic phases in my own dreams All of the things that they told me All of the meds that they sold me End of the day I'm still lonely End of the day kinda horny My bitch a lie she don't want me Feeling alive, but I'm grumpy I don't know why I disgust me I'd rather we not discuss me Why the f*ck you want me for I'm standing high Closed doors I think you want some more I think you want some more I think I found that whore I think I found that whore That really wants some more Still alone in the fucking bed Still alone 'til you fucking shed Eyes bloodshot red I'm behind I'm feeling grey Feel rested, feel rested Feel well rested Need a blessing, need a blessing I'm still fucking guessing All these manic phases Positive affirmations With medicating phrases I stare in amazement My eyes glazed over with gazes Thinking of happiness What a rare occasion Oh, what a rare occasion All these manic phases Positive affirmations With medicating phrases I stare in amazement My eyes glazed over with gazes Thinking of happiness What a rare occasion Oh, what a rare occasion F*CK GANG OR NO GANG BITCH