I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I can't let go I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I can't let go And everything’s changed, and everything’s broke But I don’t feel pain, I just stay cold I don’t see friends, I just stay home Even if you beg, I’ll just say no And I don’t wanna drink, and I don’t wanna smoke And I don’t wanna snort, I don’t do coke I just wanna dream, I just wanna hope I just wanna live, I don’t wanna cope I wanna be sober, I wanna be clean I wanna be focused, don’t wanna be seen I wanna do shows, I wanna fill seats I wanna meet boys, I wanna kill beats Don’t wanna get old, wanna stay 18 Don’t wanna be more, just wanna be me Don’t wanna get old, wanna stay 18 Don’t wanna be more, just wanna be me I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I can't let go I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I’m still holding on to you I can't let go You wanna hold it against me Things that I did in my past You might just say that I'm crazy Even though its all that I talk about Even though its all that I talk about Even though its all that I talk about