Words cannot explain the way I'm feeling right now I'm in another slump, I'm being filled up with doubt I'm running nonstop in a circle Feeling like a geek when I write like Urkel So fed up, now my face turning purple Face turning purple Face turning purple It's hard to tell the real from fake, night from day Yesterday I promised I would get it straight I'm crooked like the smile that J.Cole has I cannot forget so I must dwell amongst the past How can I move forward all the nice guys finish last Voices in my ear that I can't get out Wait a minute, they on they way out They ain't coming back for a while For the time being I can actually smile Upon their return mix alcohol with caffeine I don't need no more caffeine I can only hide out for so long Until my feelings catch up with me, aye Honestly I do not know what to say Life so repetitive everyday When I feel low, I try to pray When I'm alone, I drink to have me some fun that I never have Why do I suck, why am I bad All these thoughts driving me mad It's under control, until I crash Gimme the vodka, gimme the wine Is it illegal, is it a crime No one around, to tell me why I shouldn't do this, I make the music I spit bars, they hella nice All my emotions, they have a price I'd rather drink and loosen up instead of drown inside my mind, yuhh Words cannot explain the way I'm feeling right now I'm in another slump, I'm being filled up with doubt I'm running nonstop in a circle Feeling like a geek when I write like Urkel So fed up, now my face turning purple Face turning purple Face turning purple It's hard to tell the real from fake, night from day Yesterday I promised I would get it straight I'm crooked like the smile that J.Cole has I cannot forget so I must dwell amongst the past How can I move forward all the nice guys finish last Boom boom boom boom, it's my thoughts once again For others like me, police one again You can't hide from your problems It don't matter if you caused them Life too unpredictable Life too shady, life so crazy I admit the high amazing When you feel it, got you spacing But when you come down , trust me cause you will come down Life will be there waiting like your children for the school bus Will you hush I'm tryna finish like the last one in the race Never get my credit but I work hard everyday Wine does taste amazing don't you ever get that twisted Lemonade provided by the one who's given wisdom Just don't drink the pain away, drugs don't take the pain away Better face it head on, or it'll never go away, yeah Words cannot explain the way I'm feeling right now I'm in another slump, I'm being filled up with doubt I'm running nonstop in a circle Feeling like a geek when I write like Urkel So fed up, now my face turning purple Face turning purple Face turning purple It's hard to tell the real from fake, night from day Yesterday I promised I would get it straight I'm crooked like the smile that J.Cole has I cannot forget so I must dwell amongst the past How can I move forward all the nice guys finish Words cannot explain the way I'm feeling right now