I look back again Temptation glows I see you leaving So blue, so cold I've been gone from you for too long Pale hands shaking We got caught up in chasing But these things escape I still see you Yeah, your face My dreams prolong It just won't go So I'm drinking your memory away I wish it would just exit from me Lets move beyond the sting of regret I'm better than this (I reach out and you're nowhere near where I'd thought I realize it was I who was lost all along) I reach out and you're not there I lose myself and you don't care anymore now I feel you drifting further from me Distant longing Breathing deeply Take me away Break me from this endless cycle Help me to see there's still hope for me I wish we could be one again I'd be dead without my friends I feel the need to love But I don't want to be loved Those long days we spent in preserving ourselves Talking about things we'll now never tell The charades we act out in trying to sell Excitement that's long gone and bringing us down Perception is clear now that I'm finally out It's easy to look back and rid all the doubt I've no reason to hear what departs your mouth