At first sight, it was love, kept me high, was my drug Butterflies, start to tug, new to this, start to shrug Ease my mind, all the time, feeling stressed, unwind Feeling blessed, feeling fine, she gets dressed, she's a dime Something changed, not the same, not prepared, here comes the pain Can't repair, here comes the rain In a snare, I've been played She left me, he left her, she hurt me he hurts her It's a cycle, hits me up, no reply She left me now she calls me back Cause the one she left me for don't love her back Now she's texting asking take her back As I think of an answer, I smile and text her back I say oh no, oh no, oh no, oh oh No reply I say oh no, oh no, oh no, oh oh No reply I say oh no, oh no, oh no, oh I say oh no, I say oh no, oh oh I'm lonely now no one here to hold me down, walking thru the town I can't even trust the crowds Isolation formations radio stations remind me of you, and I hate it My pride I had to eat it, like Adam when he's in eden My hope, started to weaken, crown and coke on the weekend Hope I don't feel a thing, I can not stand the rain I can not stand the strain, the battle that's in my brain You did me wrong, can't let you go, that's ironic, yes I know Incomplete, heart is froze, concrete, black rose Feeling dead, hear the crows, in my bed, hold her close, it's a dream, I realized, no reply She left me now she calls me back Cause the one she left me for don't love her back Now she's texting asking take her back As I think of an answer, I smile and text her back I say oh no, oh no, oh no, oh oh No reply I say oh no, oh no, oh no, oh oh No reply I say oh no, oh no, oh no, oh I say oh no, I say oh no, oh oh Bitterness creeped in, where do I begin, hatred in my skin, within every limb, I can feel the grim Now I'm in denial, failed by my idol, like a downward spiral, this an evil trial, this a crazy cycle I don't have a purpose, now I know I'm worthless, guess I am a burden, yes this is for certain Prolly why my father went ahead and closed the curtain Now I'm feeling numb, I can't feel no more, no where else to run, no where else to go Drowning in my sorrow I ain't never been this low To be honest I hate ya, and if I can be real I wish I never met ya, right here You gonna leave me, emptied my heart, guess you didn't believe me I gave my all, that's wasn't good enough, I try to play it off but you called my bluff, try to hide my pain And now depression haunts my brain, never thought I'd see the day I take my life away, nah Because of you I have a screwed up view, true love i can't believe what I've been thru The right one could be right in my face, but I can't trust no more, so get up out my face, I need grace Well I guess I do, God if you make a move make it soon But if the timings right I still hit that snooze, I guess this noose I die, God hit me up, no reply