I'll see you in the turnaround For now I'm in the shadows and it's easy To talk about the bad, hard to listen for the good It's bleak right now but I'll get better soon This is love and it will, this is loss and it will pass The choice he makes every morning I'm trying to live by those words I find it every time I wake The hardest love to obtain is It's not the one you hug out the door It's not the one you kiss goodnight It's the one locked inside your head I don't want to stand in the dark to prove I can blend in with my past The pain you endure is nothing to the love you're gonna feel so soon Oh I hope so I don't want to feel like I'm standing Really need to know if there's something I can do to get back where I was before I don't wanna feel like I'm moving if I'm just standing still I want to feel like I'm here right now I need to shed some light on my future I know it's blinding but I feel I know the way, I know the way out of here I know I can't be this way forever so I'll take my chances on things that actually matter I don't want to talk about faith if that's the only thing you wanna believe I need your hand in mine so that I know I'll be okay I don't want to feel like I'm standing Really need to know if there's something I can do to get back where I was before I don't want to feel like I'm moving if I'm just standing still I want to feel like I'm here right now